Neglect..

ne·glect
[ni-glekt]

- verb (used with object) 1. to disregard or fail to do
- noun 2. disregard; negligence

This is something I've been guilty of, and I feel bad for it.

I'm not just talking about my blog, but also me.

I've neglected myself.

I'm in shitestate, and I'm trying to get on.

It's proving difficult, my riding, my motivation, the whole 9 yards.